you said ‘i cant trust you, anymore’. and in that moment all I wanted was to be dead, wanted to hurt, wasted and empty on the floor. I turned away and started leaving, I haven’t seen you since then. Its been twelve months, maybe more. The eyes that you loved once, they started flowing like the creek in the woods where you told me for the first time that you didn’t want me anymore.
but should i have listened then? would it have fixed this? you were my only friend, and that was my greatest flaw, but i know in a hundred years, i could make a hundred more. and i guess what i am saying is i dont regret anything. i have learned about myself and what it means to be me. I still want to apologize, for real this time, but I know you think its fake. i cant bring myself to say those old words to you again. i keep getting cold feet. i keep running away. i keep closing my phone. i keep turning the corner. i keep biting my tongue. i keep waiting for time. i keep shuttin my eyes. but I have forgiven myself, so maybe I don’t need you to.
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